between anxiety, migraines and other chronic pain, just being so damn busy all the time, and anxiety, i haven't had a spare minute to focus on writing. i really want to - there is soooo much i want to write about and it just isn't working.
also, the amount i drink and the amount i write seem to be directly related (see: anxiety) and i have recently cut back like a whoooole lot.
i think i might grab one of those 100 word prompts or something and just force myself to work (or maybe i'll start off with one of those tidbit prompt thingies first, which generally makes it easier for me to work out kinks with any pairing and i have three nagging at me -_-)
i dunno
i doubt anybody is particularly concerned either way

oh also for whatever crazy reason/out of general awesomeness got me a subscription which i am super thrilled about, so i'm gonna play with all the fancy features for a little while. ^_^

and i know it's annoying since this isn't all that important of an update but *Hadeki made this fantastic harley/joker skin that i felt the need to share. (update: i'm now using a modified version, with a different image and a couple of very minor css tweaks. too lazy to start from scratch.)